In Mighty Service
“Whoso pulleth out this sword of this stone and anvil is rightwise king born of all England.” – Sir Thomas Malory
Battle standards flow and crease in the wind. The men shift weight from one foot to the other, the anticipation, unrest, and even fear mirrored in their eyes. The air is saturated with the growing sense of dread being experienced by all present; the slightest drop of a pin threatens to shatter the nerves of all the men. The King stands his ground firm and resolute, myself close to his side, the 12 at his back. The rest of his host stands ready. It is mid-morning, the sun not yet having conquered the mist of night. Dew clings to sparse patches of grass like buds of glass. The fog swirls and parts briefly as the woman steps forward towards the King. Her hair is black as coal and yet has a violet quality to it. Her eyes, though always hiding anger, used to display concentration and rationality; now they are fierce and wild with an otherworldly craze and hunger. With a cold, passionate, and piercing ring, she declares her intent. “Brother, you are the fool. Mother first bore me, and thus I have the right to what is called yours. My absence of late has been for no other purpose than for my devising your fall, to take what is mine by right.” A wretched, deafening scream goes up from behind her and it begins.
I remember the boy had passed by me as he did most any day. Certainly he had known of me, the rumors and lore surrounding me, though at the time I doubt he cared for the gravity of such things and what they might have had to do with him. I knew the King back when he was nothing more than this very same wide-eyed young boy with determination in his eyes, dreams in his heart yet to be realized. Back then I carried a different, particular reputation. Many would say that my stubbornness was matched by none other, my resolve unflinchingly rigid. I was living in my humble dwelling of stone as I had my whole life, in a small town on the outskirts of Albion, when I first noticed the boy had moved to town with his family. Upon first sighting him, I thought him to be rather peculiar and unique compared to the typical street urchin-types that populated the town’s many small niches and hideouts. Time passed with little change in the town. Many folk sought my aid, what I had to offer. Therein was my stubbornness, however. While many chose me, what I stood for, and the path I represented, I chose none of them. Save for the young boy.
The years had worn on as usual; the boy had grown into a young man. The impetuousness of his youth had passed for the most part, and a solid maturity began to take root in him, a strong confidence present in his walk. Of late, he had been spending large amounts of time with an old man, known quite well throughout the town as well as the surrounding area. To some people, the gentleman was a genius of science and the arts, to others a wise historical and philosophical advisor, but to most he was a bringer of conjurations, trickery, and magicks, the very embodiment of ill-will. To me, he was an old friend and acquaintance that frequented my spot whenever he happened to be in town. It was during one of these visits that the old man spoke the words to me that confirmed to me what I had known all along and had patiently waited for.
Dusk was settling comfortably over the town, the last traces of day spilled across the sky in blues, violets, and reds as the citizens parted from one another to their homes, their doors shutting out the coming night. Earlier that day, I had spied the old man walking with the boy, lecturing him about this and that as he had many times before. There was a slight breeze coursing its way through the town, perhaps coming off the coastline a half day’s journey from town. No matter where it came from, however, for it was a wind soft enough to whisper of change. A silhouette materialized and then solidified as the old man approached my dwelling quietly but with some degree of urgency. For a while, the two of us stood there, allowing silence to finish blanketing the town. He was dressed in simple attire, nothing more than a simple cloak and some robes that gave him a priestly look. His long gray-white hair fell well past his shoulders. His face spoke not so much of age as it did of wisdom and experience; every furrow and wrinkle had some story to tell. The old man then turned and faced me, speaking firmly. “He is ready. It is time.”
Many years have passed since that day. The young man, now King, had chosen to accept my aid and the charge that he was destined for that day, and he has grown into an upstanding, noble leader, serving both God and country with honesty and sincerity. The old man’s words have indeed seen fruition by this time. The King and I have been through more than what five kings might experience during their reign. The King has ruled Great Britain, its surrounding lands, and people well, bringing prosperity, stability, peace, and genuine happiness to those serving under him and the kingdom as a whole. Ever by his side, I have seen the growth and wealth fostered from his rule and wisdom. Despite his successes and glories, he has remained humble and of strong integrity, never forgetting his menial beginnings and the choice he made as a young man to accept my task and aid. Sometimes he would simply rest his hand on me calmly in the evenings as he would survey his kingdom thoughtfully from inside one of the castle’s spires. At times that I was not at his side, I would be resting in my new home, a special place of honor set aside for me in his chambers; upon entering at day’s end he would sometimes merely whisper, “Hello, old friend.”
The King is not without friends and people he loves, those he is intimately close to. His wife, the Queen, stands by his side in love, faithfulness, and support. She is a pillar of strength and refuge for both him and the people. Even now in her later years, beauty has not forsaken her, neither in body nor spirit. Tinges of gray have begun to weave themselves into her hair, giving it a luminescent quality. She speaks with poise and assurance but also with gentleness and compassion for her husband and for her people. The King’s best knight is also his closest friend and confidant. He leads those under him strong, well, and firmly. Many times the King and I have sparred with him, the sounds of clashing as well as laughter ringing off of the courtyard walls. The King’s friend stands tall and broad-shouldered, dark brunette hair just reaching his shoulders. He walks with courage in his stride, purpose in his gait. He and the King may as well be dear brothers, their edification and trust of one another being what I would call nothing short of integral to the King’s faith in his forces and his own personal well-being.
The King’s forces are matched by no other in the land, not so much in their armed strength, though they are strong, but in their strength of character and loyalty to my Lord. Weekly he meets with them to discuss strategy, morale, and enjoy one another’s company. Every man is equal, none any better or more honorable than the other when they meet, the 12 most prestigious knights facing one another around the table in the castle’s great and majestic military hall. It is usually at times of political or military unrest that the old man from the King’s youth comes and goes, offering what wisdom and assistance he can. I could not ask for a finer band of men with which to stand, fight, and serve our King.
This being said, the King has not lacked enemies. He and I have shared in many battles passed, our foes smote to ruin in the wake of the King and his men. Nary has a dire moment in battle ever greeted my Lord in the 30 years of his reign. Until now. Threat without has never threatened the boundaries of the kingdom with any great severity. It is the threat from within bonds that is poised to unravel my King’s rule this day. That traitor and snake. The King’s own half-sister.
Always had she been covetous of the attention showered upon the king by the mother they shared. My Lord had sought audience with her numerous times after taking the crown as so to reconcile their petty familial differences. She would hear nothing of it, and it was perhaps his achieving the throne itself that drove into a kind of dark madness. Like the King’s old tutor and teacher, she delved into the sciences, arts and philosophies, and still even further into things blacker, forbidden. For a time, word of her and her doings diminished from common word in and around the kingdom. Most took this to mean that she had finally accepted her half-brother’s position. But oh, how wrong this was. The King received a summons from her suddenly to meet with his men in the fields midway from the castle and the kingdom’s northeastern boundary. It is on this day and on these fields that my Lord stands to face her, come what may.
Just as the morning mist begins to dissipate, the mass of bodies slowly moving in from behind the woman appears. A collective gasp goes up from the men as the horde begins its charge forward. They look as men in the last throws of life, the appearance of having been run through by blade or spear frozen on their tortured faces. Their bodies have a strained and contorted look, their skin devoid of life’s hue, their shrieks and unearthly cries filling the air. There is hardly but a moment to speak what is being thought throughout the ranks. The darkest and most forbidden of knowledge, the twisted aftermath of mankind seeking to play God: golems. Still the King stands firm and readies the defense against this hellish onslaught. These abominations of man, homunculi, close the gap with incredible speed, their gnarled and misshapen weapons glinting in the morning light.
The crash of steel against steel is thunderous, as though the clouds themselves might be shaken from the sky. Almost effortlessly, I drive through one human puppet after another. In no time, I am drenched completely in the blood of these hell-wrought creatures. It is an intimate dance of evisceration and death. The 12 dispatch their own contending foes with relative ease as each agonizing minute passes. Despite the army’s combat prowess, the enemies never seem to lessen in their presence, one felled only to be replaced by three. The King takes his share of cuts and minor wounds, but these are no matter as the thrill of battle grips him full on.
The gray morning grows darker still, a moderate rain beginning to fall. Yells of victory and pain, bloodlust and agony arise from the King’s ranks. Each of my kills begins to feel like a repeat of the last, never-ending, and I see the King’s eyes begin to weary. There is no real life in the enemy’s fight, just a mindless, reckless rage that seeks to trample everything in its path, as commanded by the host’s power-demented leader. But is all lost?
What has felt like hours upon hours of gruesome combat is no more than 40 minutes passed. Slowly the King’s army host begins to push back the writhing mass. Is victory ours? Despite the horridness of the fight, is the win ours to claim? Just as I finish this thought, the horde parts slightly. There she stands suddenly in front of my Lord, mouth twisted into an evil, self-satisfied grin, eyes ablaze. I lunge out as fast as I can to meet the soft skin of her pale neck. Her hand comes up with such speed that she may as well have not even moved. Stopped. Hard, compressing waves of blackness press down on me furiously and just as quickly fade. The King screams and staggers. My resolve crumbles, my strength collapses.
“The King is wounded!” The cry comes fierce and sharp. I cannot see what is going on around me. I am broken, shattered, lying in the drying mud, its hue slowly changing to dark crimson as blood pools in its crevices and grooves. I hear labored breathing not far from where I lay. Is it the King? I cannot say. The man yelling is difficult to make out, save for his dark brown hair and tall frame; the morning fog and mist envelopes him and the men surrounding him, those wounded and those lying dead. The sounds of the battle still rage on fiercely nearby and in the distance. The moans of the injured and the screams of those being dealt a bloody and merciless death congest the air, swallowing any hope of reprieve. Like a violent ocean battering a cliffside, weapons are clashing against one another. Bodies, mangled and nearly unrecognizable are all around me. Could the battle have gone so ill? Was my Lord’s battle strategy not thorough enough, its tactics not sound enough? My body is broken, shattered. Useless? Suddenly I am seized from where I lay and a swift darkness surrounds and engulfs me before I can give these questions any further contemplation.
The black veil of darkness lifts, my view is restored. There is a foreign, orange glow dancing along the far wall, and I see some of the men that have survived standing close together in the corner, their hollow stares still speaking of the horrors they witnessed in battle. How much time has passed? Hours? Days? I do not know. What of the King? Is the battle still being fought? What of the rest of the men? It must have been the King’s friend crying for help, I conclude. Just then I hear his voice. “The King’s wounds are serious, but not dire. Any normal man would have bled to death like a sieve if not for the abilities of our Lord’s stalwart ally here.” He spares a quick glance down at me. “That witch’s forces are being held at bay for now, as both our forces and his are in need of supply, replenishment, and rest. It seems as though she believes the entirety of our spirit is now crushed with the King wounded as he is. I do not know for how long we can hold out though, as the King is still in great need of recuperation. Just as well, what might be resolved about the damage done here?” Again he casts his gaze at me, this time with a more solemn, grave look in his eyes. A voice alien to me responds, “This is far beyond any of my skills to fix or heal. You and I both know the unique nature of this situation. Even the castle’s new bloomery is no good for such damage done. The King’s friend looks toward the ground, stroking his bearded chin in contemplation. “I will take this matter to Her Majesty the Queen to see what counsel she might offer.” With that, I am gathered up delicately like a fragile new born.
Again, what seems to be an eternity passes. The King’s friend has laid me to rest upon the King’s bed; His Majesty is still receiving medical attention elsewhere in the castle I imagine. The room is dimly lit, strange shadows casting themselves in various places along the walls. What was once vibrant, personal, and almost sacred about my Lord’s dwelling is now replaced by a subdued, unspoken gloom, as though the room itself waits in sorrow for its master to return whole from his injuries. The door opens slowly and softly. A tall but slender figure stands in the small corridor of the doorway. The Queen walks with grace as on air across the room to where I lay on the bed. The room’s dim light catches her auburn hair making it look almost aflame. She bends slightly and takes in the sight of me, a stern but concerned looked covering her face. As soon as it appears, it softens. “We are in need of your strength like no other in this grave hour, my friend. My husband and our people have need of your services to their utmost, but first your wounds must be mended, your spirit born anew. I will see to it that this is accomplished for you, for my Lord and husband…for hope in this dark hour. The Lady waits.” The Queen’s words of revival and need rest with me as I am taken up again, my broken body being covered and shielded in her velvet cloak.
Time passes once more, though it is not riddled with the panic and desperation of today’s earlier events. The Queen and I travel on horseback from a side entrance into the castle, perhaps to mask our departure. The roads we take are inconspicuous and out of the way, winding their way through backwoods and across a small plain. The rain from earlier has lessened to nothing more than a drizzle by now, though there is a biting chill in the air still reminding me of the day’s chaos and unrest. Upon leaving the plain, we enter another wooded region, this much thicker than the last. The road on which we have traveled has all but disappeared by now, and yet the Queen still rides on with purpose and a quiet strength in her composure. Hours more pass by. Just as the woods seem like they cannot get any more impenetrable, we come to a clearing.
All is still, no breeze, no sound. Not 50 feet from where the Queen stands is a glistening, smooth lake. It glows as though the moon itself shines beneath it. Gingerly, the Queen places my ruined being into the still waters. I now see the evening’s fading light from beneath the surface, the lake’s current and slight chill caressing me. Celestial light rises from the depths around me, swallowing me entirely. Further and further I sink into this lake of glass and crystal light. The light then begins to fade slightly. The current carrying me puts me to rest, still suspended deep beneath the surface. The smallest of crystals swirl about me like a heavenly kaleidoscope of brilliance. The visage of a young woman takes form directly in front of me. Her face is soft and kind, but her eyes pierce like no other in their steady, firm gaze. “I know of your purpose and your need here, friend. You have served the King mightily in your years together, but never before has he had need of you than he does now. You are to be the savior of your Lord and his lands from this sorceress’s evils and wiles.” Strength, resolve, life returns to me. My brokenness mended, an energy and power courses through me and fills me like never before. I begin to rise towards the lake’s surface. “Go now, Great One, return to your Lord and Master, offer to him the aid his men are in dire need of, assuage his discouraged heart. Leave this place revived, renewed, and empowered, with my blessing. Go forth, Caledfwlch, to your King.”
I am taken to my proper dwelling within the King’s chambers upon our return to the castle, the return journey feeling practically nonexistent. The King has still not returned. Patiently I await his arrival, time passes. Eventually I hear a quiet voice outside the room. It is the King’s friend. “Take rest, Sire. I know your wounds have all but finished healing, but if we are to succeed in tomorrow’s assault the men need you to be at your best. I know that the Queen has informed you of our renewed asset in this fight, and I have divulged a sound strategy for the battle to come. Please, take rest, my friend. You have shouldered enough on this horrific day.” Footsteps indicate his departure. The door opens steadily. My Lord walks in. His wide brow is adorned with the remains of a small gash above his left eye. His poise still exudes strength even after all he has weathered this day. He slouches slightly, his body still obviously bearing some of the pain from his wounds, both physically and mentally. His eyes stare off momentarily as in deep thought, contemplative. He then turns and faces me head-on. “Glory shall be ours this coming morn. The land, the people cry for it in light of the horrendous atrocities that have been witnessed this day. I have not weathered this many years facing my destiny only to have it taken now, all the kingdom’s hope extinguished by the insane greed and malice of this befouled woman, be she family or not.” His jaw sets. The King’s eyes are now fierce with determination, but border on shedding tears for the men lost today. His face softens after a moment longer. The bond between us lives on, strengthened all the more by what we have both endured this day. For a brief moment, I see in the King the face of a resolute young man who made a choice of greatest weight many years ago. Never once has the calling waned in its severity or need, nor is there any other who might fulfill it as the man standing in front of me has. A brief, reverent silence ensues; time’s passing irrelevant and frozen in this intimate place. There is warmth, familiarity, and love in the slight smile gracing the face of my Liege. “Hello, old friend.”